You were the biggest disappointment.
I remember the way you’d paw at me,
With your to tongue in my throat,
Trying to prove who knows fucking what, and to who.
It was like I wasn’t even real to you.
Or you knew I was so wrapped around your finger, just the best little lap dog, that I’dve done anything for you.
Id have let you build me up over and over again only to break me just the same. Id have let you convince me out of my fucking clothes. Id have forgiven you each time it ended with reasons why it wasn’t going to work and definitely reasons why it was my fault.
I loved you in the only way I know how. Unconditionally and almost to no end. I hope you got what you needed from me.